I have this constant problem of feeling isolated and alone at night, but on the rare occasions when my other half is here, I don't feel like talking. I think this swing shift schedule we're on is just not healthy, but I don't see anything changing; we've lived something like this for a long time.

I'm so tired of being tired.

The depression is creeping back again, even though Stephen Colbert is harrasing Eleanor Holmes on Comedy Central right now. (She's giving as good as she gets, btw.) I some good news! Anyone? Bueller?