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| damn damn damn |
| 05.31.05 (5:13 pm) [edit] |
G-d, I'm angry. I'm an angry, angry, angry pregnant person, and that's a really bad combo. I've already yelled at the kids and slammed a door. And tossed some empty boxes in the dining room (just into a pile, but I was doing it angrily). I'm angry that I didn't get the job. I'm angry that someone else did. I'm angry that I have to be professional and magnanimous instead of being petulant, which is how I feel. I'm angry that I'm petulant instead of feeling magnanimous and professional. I'm angry that my job is so irritating. I'm angry that I can't let shit like this job thing and my crazy boss and my boring tasks roll off my back. I'm angry that I'm angry about this when people all around the world have much bigger problems. What else? I'm angry that my house is such a mess, but I'm angry enough that I just don't give enough of a shit to do anything about it. I'm angry that I'm fat. I'm angry that it's not okay to do a shot of tequila when you're pregnant. I'm angry that Jessica Simpson is a celebrity. Ditto Paris Hilton, who needs to be slapped. I'm angry that DH works late every night. I'm angry that he has to work late to make enough money for us to try to pay our bills. I'm also angry that he gets to make his own schedule, so that he can work late and still blade home, getting his exercise and stress-lowering thing in. I'm angry that I resent the sacrifice he makes by working late. I'm angry that I resent him getting to work out, when, let's face it, I could drag my flabby butt onto my bike tonight and ride in the living room. I'm angry that people call my cell phone when I'm at home. I'm angry that I have to be all happy and nice about being frustrated and angry because nobody wants to hear anyone bitch about their life, when, let's face it, I have basic health, a family, a job, and health insurance. I have no right to complain. And that pisses me off, too. |
posted by: lynne (reply)
post date: 05.31.05 (3:54 pm)
sounds like someone needs a heavy bag installed in the basement ;)
posted by: trekguy (reply)
post date: 05.31.05 (4:43 pm)
All I can say is:
(((((hugs)))))
posted by: Destinyp (reply)
post date: 06.01.05 (4:45 am)
Hay JT,
I know that you are stressed out but gurl you have to get it together. You know what you are failing to do and you know what you need to do. You can do it gurl i have faith in you. I don't know if you believe in God or not but you should pray about the situation(s). It never hurt any body to pray and i really believe that you can use a few. If it means anything i will even pray for you. Well im in school so i have to go now. Peace and prayer.
posted by: almsthvn (reply)
post date: 06.01.05 (8:35 am)
I'm sorry ya didn't get the job, hon. :(
Vacation is just around the corner.
posted by: themarina (reply)
post date: 06.01.05 (8:44 am)
Deep breaths. It can only get better from here right?
(((HUGS)))
posted by: islandArtist (reply)
post date: 06.01.05 (11:38 am)
Please accept my huge and very generous hug. I've had many a day like yours and things do get better (of course it takes a load of zoloft in my case) :0)
posted by: almsthvn (reply)
post date: 06.02.05 (3:30 am)
spa.... spa... spa...... spa ... sooooon....
posted by: altricial (reply)
post date: 06.02.05 (6:15 am)
Wow. It's like you and I just became one. The details may be different, but that how I feel when I'm angry. And guilty about it. And angry about it.....
posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 06.02.05 (8:52 am)
It pisses me off, too!
posted by: Orange (reply)
post date: 06.03.05 (1:40 pm)
Don't be angry about being angry. Justs be angry! You know what I mean, right? Sure, other people may have worse problems than you, but it doesn't mean you can't be pissed off when you feel like being pissed off. So go throw another box for me.
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